VAH!!
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
10:40 PM
it's hard to believe my idol is really going to be a father.rumors that are hardly rumors at all.
for a person like him to carry the burdens of such things.
in the position of a deflating boyband and soon-to-retire artiste i'd hate to imagine the stress he must be under.
though i may be just overreacting.
seeing as having a baby is a good thing.
something for us fans to be happy about.
i hope he finds happiness after having to show it on so many shows continuously.
wish him happiness in all aspects of life.
he'll still be my idol.
renfu jia you.
well.. now that renfu is going to be a father. i dunno why but when the truth hit me. in the form of an SMS from xinyi. i suddenly lost all feeling in my arm. i didn't want to reply her.. cause i felt damn lethargic. but i guess i'm one of those overreacting freaks that can't let go of an idol. but it's hard to imagine him finding time to bang ji qin with all his tong gao and stuff.
then again i can't control who he likes. [though it would be heaven if i could *sneer*] he likes jie di lian. jiu zhe yang lor.. haix....
renfu ah renfu... lethargic spout coming along..
see the effect this weirdo has on me.. shit..
oh well blogging is over for tonight.